Les Éditions AC

You are the best thing

and the worst thing that ever happen to me

you bring out all the demons

that I try to hide so hard

you are my weekness

my temptation.

when you are around i feel like a flower

a pretty flower right in the desert

i feel powerful, but so dry

Soft but weak

you make me want to live a beautiful life surrended by kids and sun

but you also makes me want to die

i’d prefer to  drown in the ocean

instead of seeing you kissing or loving an other girl

i’d prefer to feel my blood on my wrist

instead of feeling her perfume on your neck.

i wish i was strong enough

to let all the demons were they are when i’m calm in my mind

but i can do other way, they are stronger then me.

they invade me.

and i can’t control that they makes me feel like dying every fucking time.

it’s like my heart is ripped off my chest everytime you want to say goodbye

i’m sorry for wanting to keep you

i’m sorry. i love you that hard.